well guys second crash and this time with the courtesy car and it was my fault driving like a d**k, was doing about 45 in a ford fiesta and it just slammed on the brakes, and lost control went straight into a zebra crossing post

, driver wing damaged bad and track rod snapped with one wheel straight and the other poking out, parked up and within the hour workmen came to cut down the damaged pole
Now my excess on this car is £450 bearing in mind im only 17 so my premiums will go up for sure and i would like to avoid this if possible, well i've got quite a few options now i can either tell the hire company and i will pay £450 or i dont tell them get the car fixed and bring it up to scratch for under £450 but this brings the question of the lampost, did the person who called the workman take down the number plate as well?
Now i don't deserve any sympathy and im already beating myself up more than anyone can imagine as ive also got a lot of other things on my mind so i'd really appreciate it if people posted things on here that would help me please
many thanks
Anis